Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Jethro Cave


Marry me.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Call out my name, call it out again, Miss Teen Heartbreak 2010

He was the lone wolf, you could see it in his eyes
The way he held his heart, and the way he held his lies
Sometimes he'd just show up, outside on the porch
An hour at a time, like a lonely whore

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Look How High I'm Jumping From, You'll Never make It

I am systematically in love with you. You are a dull ache that won't quit. Forever thine, forever mine, forever ours.
God, make up your mind.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Monday, June 28, 2010

I'm Waiting For The Drugs To Wear Off, And For the Medicine To Kick In

Dear Haircuts,

Thankyou for being one of the best pick-me-ups I know. Even if you go terribly wrong, I know that I can wear a beanie for a couple of months, and noone'll be none the wiser. But luckily most of the time you turn out just right, and sometimes even cause spontaneous compliments from strangers in the girls' bathroom, cover that annoying pimple, and just generally maximise my babe factor.

So, thanks once again, and I'll be seeing you in a couple of months time.

-Yours faithfully, Grace.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Baby It's Cold Outside

Or at the very least, let's leave the house together...

Monday, June 21, 2010

Boyfriend Material


Cut My Own Hair, Roll My Own Cigarettes

I've been down on my hands and knees scrubbing all day, flooding my nostrils with the smell of bleach, I think maybe I'm treating it as a penance for the dreadful way I've been acting these past few weeks.

My sins include;

- Quitting a perfectly good job
- Drinking heavily
- Spending money I don't have on drinking heavily
- Letting myself be seduced by thoroughly inappropriate, and thoroughly attached men, whilst drinking heavily

See the pattern? No? Me neither.

Sorry, must dash, I've got an emergency meeting to get to at the pub.

Heart to Tell
Tape Song

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Autumn Cleaning

I got rid of half my clothes today, and put a sizeable amount in storage. I am naturally a filth wizard, but nothing feels better than getting rid of things that clutter your life.
I also have a new flatmate, his name is Rupert, he is a Devon Rex cat, who spends his leisure time sleeping, purring, and eating. Not dissimilar to myself really. I think we're going to get on just fine.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Half In Love With You

your mind makes me nervous
your thoughts make me feel bad

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Man Of The Moment

It's been a while since I've had this kind of affection. It hasn't even been a week yet, and you're far from fully mine, but I can tell by the way you kissed me inbetween my shoulderblades when we were both drifting off, that you don't think I'm so bad.
It's true what they say, it takes more than fucking someone to keep yourself warm, but today the sun seemed a little brighter.
You asked me to go see Paul Dempsey with you at the end of April. I said yes, even though I have no faith in myself to keep this going that long. Two months can be a long time with me...
It's my birthday on Friday. I really hope you'll be there.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

poor student

I don't want to be your girlfriend, I don't want to be anyone's girlfriend. I'm too happy and too fucked up for that.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

If You've Got The Money

Cross Bones Style

This year I resolve to rid myself of toxic people, and habits.
I resolve to delete phone numbers I've been clinging to for far too long.
I resolve to be more truthful, to stop lying to make myself seem more interesting, to realise that I am fascinating in my own right.
I resolve to drink less and dance more.
I resolve to keep my big mouth shut.
I resolve to treasure the relationships I have, and not the ones I pine for.
I resolve to make the most of every opportunity.
I resolve to stop taking, and to give more.
I resolve to sign up to be an organ donor, and to stop fretting about leaving a pretty corpse.
I resolve to be more consistent in my emotions, my whims, my wants.
I resolve to finally get my drivers permit, maybe.
I resolve to let feelings to move fast, and the physical to go slow.
I resolve to be less in my own head, and be to be more involved in the world outside of me.
I resolve to eat less dairy, less fried, less microwavable.
I resolve to actually use the running shoes I bought 4 months ago.
I resolve to stop being so body shy, and to go the beach with fear in my belly.
I resolve to be simple, to focus on what is good and here, and not what could be wrong and isn't.
I resolve it all.