Sunday, May 2, 2010

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Autumn Cleaning

I got rid of half my clothes today, and put a sizeable amount in storage. I am naturally a filth wizard, but nothing feels better than getting rid of things that clutter your life.
I also have a new flatmate, his name is Rupert, he is a Devon Rex cat, who spends his leisure time sleeping, purring, and eating. Not dissimilar to myself really. I think we're going to get on just fine.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Half In Love With You

your mind makes me nervous
your thoughts make me feel bad

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Man Of The Moment

It's been a while since I've had this kind of affection. It hasn't even been a week yet, and you're far from fully mine, but I can tell by the way you kissed me inbetween my shoulderblades when we were both drifting off, that you don't think I'm so bad.
It's true what they say, it takes more than fucking someone to keep yourself warm, but today the sun seemed a little brighter.
You asked me to go see Paul Dempsey with you at the end of April. I said yes, even though I have no faith in myself to keep this going that long. Two months can be a long time with me...
It's my birthday on Friday. I really hope you'll be there.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

poor student

I don't want to be your girlfriend, I don't want to be anyone's girlfriend. I'm too happy and too fucked up for that.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

If You've Got The Money



Cross Bones Style

This year I resolve to rid myself of toxic people, and habits.
I resolve to delete phone numbers I've been clinging to for far too long.
I resolve to be more truthful, to stop lying to make myself seem more interesting, to realise that I am fascinating in my own right.
I resolve to drink less and dance more.
I resolve to keep my big mouth shut.
I resolve to treasure the relationships I have, and not the ones I pine for.
I resolve to make the most of every opportunity.
I resolve to stop taking, and to give more.
I resolve to sign up to be an organ donor, and to stop fretting about leaving a pretty corpse.
I resolve to be more consistent in my emotions, my whims, my wants.
I resolve to finally get my drivers permit, maybe.
I resolve to let feelings to move fast, and the physical to go slow.
I resolve to be less in my own head, and be to be more involved in the world outside of me.
I resolve to eat less dairy, less fried, less microwavable.
I resolve to actually use the running shoes I bought 4 months ago.
I resolve to stop being so body shy, and to go the beach with fear in my belly.
I resolve to be simple, to focus on what is good and here, and not what could be wrong and isn't.
I resolve it all.