Boyfriend Material

Cut My Own Hair, Roll My Own Cigarettes

I've been down on my hands and knees scrubbing all day, flooding my nostrils with the smell of bleach, I think maybe I'm treating it as a penance for the dreadful way I've been acting these past few weeks.

My sins include;

- Quitting a perfectly good job
- Drinking heavily
- Spending money I don't have on drinking heavily
- Letting myself be seduced by thoroughly inappropriate, and thoroughly attached men, whilst drinking heavily

See the pattern? No? Me neither.

Sorry, must dash, I've got an emergency meeting to get to at the pub.



Behave!
Heart to Tell
Tape Song

Confession #5

Autumn Cleaning

I got rid of half my clothes today, and put a sizeable amount in storage. I am naturally a filth wizard, but nothing feels better than getting rid of things that clutter your life.
I also have a new flatmate, his name is Rupert, he is a Devon Rex cat, who spends his leisure time sleeping, purring, and eating. Not dissimilar to myself really. I think we're going to get on just fine.

Half In Love With You

your mind makes me nervous
your thoughts make me feel bad

Man Of The Moment

It's been a while since I've had this kind of affection. It hasn't even been a week yet, and you're far from fully mine, but I can tell by the way you kissed me inbetween my shoulderblades when we were both drifting off, that you don't think I'm so bad.
It's true what they say, it takes more than fucking someone to keep yourself warm, but today the sun seemed a little brighter.
You asked me to go see Paul Dempsey with you at the end of April. I said yes, even though I have no faith in myself to keep this going that long. Two months can be a long time with me...
It's my birthday on Friday. I really hope you'll be there.

poor student

I don't want to be your girlfriend, I don't want to be anyone's girlfriend. I'm too happy and too fucked up for that.